To start this off, here's where I currently keep most of my merchandise of her. It's within a cabinet on top of some drawers, which I used to keep my books inside. The lights make it feel espessially comfortable.

Some smaller stuff that won't have its own section or image include a one-of-a-kind colored pencil drawing I snabbed off of BOOTH, a clay figurine I made myself in half an hour, and some postcards and other small papers from other orders. They're all equally as cherished, though.

If I had to choose a personal favorite out of anything in my collection, it would be these two doujinshi published by @Meltoekaki for two fanmerch events. The first one covers a pre-event story, the second post-event. The mood shift is so grand, there's a disclaimer of it in the second doujin. They're both wonderful, though, showing a kind woman's understandings and coping with two seperate disasters. Thaaaat's my wife!

The semi-official Cookie Run comics are notoriously bad, but I own a few of them because there was a Sugarteara arc. Mocha Ray doesn't appear in a lot of scenes, but she's very cute in the ones where she's avaliable in. They mostly show her in a bad mood though. Wouldn't blame her, I'd be pissed if I was in these comics too.

The only official merchandise I own at the moment are these cards from the side-TCG that Devsisters owns, Cookie Run Braverse. At the moment, I have one of the normal art, and two of the alternative, rarer art. They're both pretty standard, but can only be found in booster packs.

A custom figurine of Mocha Ray as well as her pet I had commissioned from potownshopz on etsy!! Small and cute, just like her...it does kind of just feel like I'm holding her, gives me a few butterflies. All of the little details being captured as well is nothing but the utmost joy.

A medium-sized button that was sold on Etsy, but not anymore. If you ordered the sticker version of the design, you'd be able to see a line of text pulled from her lobby quotes -- one that sets off a sort of melancholy within me.

"I sometimes ponder if my choices were wrong."

You can only see a slither of it on the button, but the line in itself is very striking to me personally. Humble and gentle...

Arrived after a pre-order I made during the making of this site. The shared expressions of the two are very cute to just stare at...friends until the end. I keep this one on my phone case, and it's basically become a very tiny security blanket item for me in public.

Rock from some middle aged woman who paints popular stuff onto rocks and sells them through Tiktok. Also the living proof that if you make anything and put Mocha Ray Cookie on it, I will probably buy it.

Very expensive and not technically merchandise, but a ring in the shape of her headpiece's jewel, made out of a peruvian opal. They're associated with the seas, and tranquility. Only makes sense for it to be in her image. I also owned a "fiancee" ring for a year, a silver one in the shape of a stingray.

And now, The Big One. The Moby Dick of purchases, the one that makes most people go either "It sure is dedicated!" or "What the fuck is wrong with you?". The dakimakura, the waifuist essential, and the lovely sleepy aid. Kind faces are sure a sleep aid. I've actually slept with body pillows since middle school, but never obtained such a weeb-culture legend as this until mid-2021. They're very nice to lean onto in general if you're a side sleeper like me. I like to nestle my head against her own for that.

Aaaand the second side! I'd like to thank @nyakka (also known as mrs. game and watch) very, very much for being the friend I chose to commission for the design here. It's an honor to have their work in my room, always, espessially of someone so important to me.

But what if I told you...

I have an older dakimakura design of my wife. I don't talk to the person who made this one anymore. Of course, I still keep the daki cover around on a second, cheaper pillow inner, because I've spent too much money on this to justify throwing it out.

Dakimakuri's inners are top-tier, but it'll require a kidney sold off to get for most. The heavier, the better. Love that squishy feeling from the specialized filling and...man, I don't even need to take melatonin gummies every night with my wife to lay on top of! Maybe it was an investment financially, too.

If you need to further doubt my sanity after that, please refer to the picture I took 2/14/22.

This section will absolutely be updated when/if I purchase anything else of my wife. The one good thing of the wagie grinds is being able to afford shit like this.